somebody asked me. and i just smiled. i guess if you try to understand me in the many ways i now look at life, you would say i'm more than inlove. :)
i found someone i truly care about. and as of now (i'm sorry hahaha can't tell you), i have to keep him a secret. i know i may be wrong and it isn't really time for us anyway, so i have to keep this classified until that day. i hope we both could wait no matter how long it takes. ^^
but it's not just about this particular guy really.
it's about the thought that unlike all the rest of em who came after ronron, there was no pain nor insecurities this time. there were no doubts nor questions. there was only me trusting myself that i could do it right this time...
it's about me falling in love with life all over again. it's about me hearing masses again. it's about me smiling without that sting in my heart again. it's about me going back to the start, before the pain began.
yes, i am in-love... with myself, with my God, with the world, and with him. ^^
