and i regret doing so. because i remembered all the times i begged everyone to not leave me behind. and i only felt less than who i really am. i knew it would come to this. and still i begged and told you i can't take it. just so you'd know. but you're cruel. i once believed you're different. but you're not. you are not any special. because just like the rest of them, you think you grow up by getting the chance to leave people behind and having hurt them... and by getting that chance to have them beg you to stay... by believing that when love fades, it's that easy to run away from who you've once given it to.
i regretted when i begged you. because that night, when i went to the bridge and had the skies rain on me, i learned to love myself again. i'll be your friend still. and part of what we had will always remain special. but if you can change that fast, then so can i.
"anyone who does not see my worth is not worth my love." and i say that with my sweetest smile.
