i was working today and i was listening to old sad love songs. i found this really cool software that records everything that is played by your soundcard. hihihihi... and i was recording the old love songs so i'd have a copy of them.
and then.. without thinking, i sighed. buried my face in my hands and called out your name real loud.
and kristine asked, "are you okay?"
and i got back to the world and realized what i just did. and there was that sting again. i know it's better this way. and i guess this is what i needed.
but it's still sad.
