he deleted his friendster account. i think they might have broken up, and that he didn't want me to know. the girl's profile says she's single. yesterday, that was a "in a relationship" status.. so they might have fought sometime today. or perhaps he just didn't want to see all the things going on with my life and me seeing all that's happening to him.
anyway, i'm starting to get used to this somehow. because now i think i am very special. and although i may not be as different as any other girl, i know i'm worth keeping. and when he left me for the old hag, it was a big loss for him. yah, the old hag. because she's old. and fat. and ugly.
this is not bitterness. this is loving myself more. and i feel like being the bitch today. the kamikazee drink was good enough to let myself feel a lot more confident to say all these things.
being called a bitch is better than being called the UGLY OLD witch.
