Of all the lives you had to touch, why mine? Of all the hearts you had to break, why this heart? When you knew I can love only so much once in this lifetime.. When you knew I hold on too much. When you knew I believe too much. When you knew the promises you made had built my entire world. And when you knew that if you leave, I will die, and my whole world dies with me.
I love you still. In spite of everything I'm going through.
I used to believe in destiny too... That if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. But I believe in greater things now. I believe that the future is not written in stone, and that, destiny lies in the choices you make. But I hope you're right. And maybe I'll just keep on wishing we are destined to be. Maybe if I wished hard enough, all the dreams we built together will come true.
I know that you just want me to stop hurting. And that you don't want to think about what happened back then. There are some things you don't want to remember and go back to. But there are some things worth remembering. And those are memories that will forever be implanted in my heart. And I believe in one love that binds you for all eternity. And you and I both know, that no matter how much we try to deny it, a love like that will never end.
I really hope love is as strong as they say it is.
Because I need it to help you find me again.
Find me fast. Find me soon. Before I break down and my heart finally gives up.
