i found a really nice song today. hahahahah it's the song i play in my friendster profile. :)
and the lyrics go like this.
This troubled heartache won't go away I think there might be something wrong with me I take a deep breath and maybe I'll stop this shaking God please don't forsake me I might be crazy
Am I losing my mind? Sometimes I feel like things are getting worse in time If I try will you open my eyes? And make me a part of you like you're a friend of mine
Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes You've seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love me like you
If I finish what I started and get swept under the carpet I'll still be thankful for all you've done Take a note to remind me that you know where you can find me I'll probably end up right back here again
Am I losing my mind? Sometimes I feel like things are getting worse in time If I try will you open my eyes? And make me a part of you like you're a friend of mine
Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love...
I'll be everything that you want me to except for perfect I'm trying hard just to understand your plan for me I'll be everywhere that you want me to unless I fall I'm just trying to get my life back again
Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes You've seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love me...
Next time I'm losing my mind I'll remember that to find my way out is just a waste of time In place of all my mistakes You've seen through the shadows above me No one could ever love me like you
I don't know why I like it. hahahahaha.... I guess coz I'm losing my mind. And because it fits what I feel. :p ang mupalag, lupad! hahahahaha
Waaaaaahhhh I have a lot of things to do. And I have responsibilities I really don't want to take on. It's not just my laziness really. I just believe it doesn't really matter anymore. When I get through this, I get nothing out of it. And selfishness aside, I just don't want to keep doing this every year anymore. This was what I always wanted I know, but I want to move forward now. And being the scaredy-cat of changes as I am, I believe I'll be sticking around longer than I want to anyhow. Hahai.
And so I guess I'll just be writing about this for the meantime until I gather enough courage to get up and walk away. Baby steps. Crawling myself out of this ditch. Crawl before I walk. Baby steps. :)
