i got home around 1030 am... and my class starts at 1030 am... so all i had to do was get dressed (a good change of clothes), and go to school. and there was an emergency meeting around 11:00. shoot me now and i won't feel a thing.
hahahhahahahah at least i can still write. the meeting's ongoing right now. and somebody noticed i smelled like tanduay. and all i said was "amazing, really?".... and smile like hell.
smile like hell. SMILE LIKE HELL.
it gets me out of bad situations. and nobody else is saying a thing. maybe they know. maybe they don't. what the heck... but i don't feel so well. i just don't care. i need to forget a few things they say are not really important. and i had to do it. so i'd forget to think. but sheeps, i forgot a lot more other things, like work, and all the other things that mattered at present. and i am in a bad situation. i got myself into this. might as well wait until i kick enough sense in me to get myself out.
and i feel fine.
like really fine. a lot of people told me they are happy to know me (and that was before we started to drink and have fun). and even though i act like a boy, im a really cool girl.. hahahhaha... and it had boosted my ego. and im happy. because for the past two days, i had felt so low, so insecure, so unloved.. and im glad the people i had spent moments with today had helped me get through this madness im going through. thanks all. u guys are the best. and i love you much much much.
