--a realization that keeps dawning on me every morning i wake up, everytime i try to grab a guitar and play, everytime i try to open my mouth to sing, everytime i try to dance a step or two, everytime i hold a pen and write, everytime i hold a pencil and draw... i wasn't given one, i guess... or perhaps i had been, but then i took them all for granted. i used to write. i used to draw. i used to dance. i used to sing. (but i've never played an instrument, only the piano, and that was way way waaaayyyyy back then)...
and now, i have nothing to be proud of. just my boring old self. i wish i could play the guitar at least, just so i would have one good reason why my self-esteem should be higher than it is now. i practice every day... and i'm not getting any better.
hahai. life.
wala lang. gkapoi lang jud ko sa work. and i'm tired of trying to please everyone. hahai lang.
anyways, bisrock na diay ako tirada ron.. ambot lang ngano... mas ganahan ko ug bisaya. mas muduot sa dughan, labi nag makaigo. aheheheh...
nakahunahuna lang ko today na magstorya sa akong walay pulos nga pag-antos ug kaskas sa gitara kadaadlaw ug about sa bisrock kay finally nakit-an na jud nako ang lyrics sa song na akong gipangita a month ago...
