i have a lot of things on my mind right now. i am burdened with responsibilities i never really wanted to take on. i don't want to grow up just yet. but everyone else believes i should be older now. ronie even thinks so too.
i am leaving my boarding house because i once made the wrong choice. and it's again time for me to move on. i am standing at a crossroad. yet the other roads are blocked and i have no other choice but to go down the path laid down for me.
i've been having trouble breathing for the past few weeks. i've been delaying this for so long. i've always been older even when i was young. and now that i have grown, i wanted to stay like a child, unmindful of the consequences of the actions i make, innocent but not ignorant. but now i have to grow up once again.
and this time, i am given no other choice but to do so.
